The essence of my daily realization is poured in the form of this blog contents. An attempt is made to be Brief and express the ideas succinctly.
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
A free play of disjointed thoughts
My pen had dried. So I could not write for days. But today
evening somebody pricked my heart with a pointed weapon and my heart bled. I
filled my pen with my blood and set to write. I have heart and blood and I feel
pain so I write………..
‘Sampoong’ is a name whom I encounter in the cyber space. He
had left a beautiful presentation on POLITICS. I viewed the presentation and
was happy to know that how politics rapes us every day with or without our
consent. I am a common man and I know how to resent and then keep quiet. And
the world goes on as it is.
For a moment I was struck with a moral dilemma. I thought
what to do and what not to do but at last like others I took the option which
was convenient to me. Because I live a life of convenience and the rules of
morality are now the stuff of theory……
I read about a scientist who was great in the eyes of the
world and himself. He had paused and had wrecked his precious brain in silence
to find out the name of another scientist who could be intellectually on a par
with him…..
I saved the barber’s phone in my contact book. So next time I
will not crowd his shop sitting in a queue. But he has to pause his job of hair
dressing of a gentle man in the middle to receive my call. Let him solve his
problem.
America’s economy is degenerating. I learnt it from the
newspaper. …….Oh I see my heart has stopped bleeding now but the wound is still
there. See you tomorrow.
Thursday, May 24, 2012
When you feel empty and monotonous
When you feel empty and
monotonous, when you crave for newness and new directions, you be assured that
you are at the boiling point and soon you are going to have a change of
phase/state. And whole-heartedly welcome that new change. “Change is the law of
nature.” And any change that is positive is a part of evolution. But to mould a
change in the form of a positive transformation is an inner mechanism that
begins from the level of mental thoughts.
The feeling of emptiness and
rootlessness is the distinguishing mark of the ultra-modern society. Ennui and
depression cloud many people how successful they may seem in their lives.
However, these black clouds that set a temporary freeze to the mind are
bedecked by some great silver linings. It is because the feeling of inner
dissatisfaction forms the igniting fire that is indispensable to launch the
life-rocket into the limitless space. Lord Buddha, J.Krishnamurthi, Vivekananda
and many other original thinkers of humanity had their inception from that same
emptiness of life. And they could add new dimensions to the very human
existence by seeking something esoteric and unfathomable. This truth is well
proven numerous times in the annals of human race.
When it seems that life is lost
in the labyrinth of dark passages, the immortal soul generates a strong force
to overpower the pervading gloom. And the individual only needs to stir the
invincible inner power with the stick of faith and confidence. Therefore,
always believe…….I AM SOMEONE WHO IS BEYOND ANY HUMAN COMPREHENSION AND BEYOND
THE PETTY FRAGMENTING FORCES OF THE WORLD AROUND…..I AM OF THE SPIRIT AND MIND.
MY SPIRIT & MIND ARE INDOMITABLY POWERFUL……I AM NOW ABOVE MY OWN PREVIOUS
SELF…..NOW I AWAKE WITH RENEWED AND REINFORCED SPIRITUAL ENERGY TO SOLVE MY
PROBLEMS WITH A SMILE. I SEE ALL MY PROBLEMS VANISHING AND THINNING OUT BECAUSE
I AM PURE LIGHT AND PURE DELIGHT. I AM HERE TO MAKE THE WHOLE EXISTENCE FULL OF
JOY AND HAPPINESS. HEY! I LOOK UP FROM THE SKY AND THE WORLD LOOKS SO GREEN.AND
I SEE HOW I AM NOW ENJOYING MY LIFE. ALL MY PROBLEMS HAVE TURNED INTO YELLOW
FLOWERS AND SENDING THE FRAGRANCE OF MY SPIRITUAL REALIZATION UP AND ABOVE…………
Sunday, May 20, 2012
GHAJINI
I dreamt of her. I dreamt of
love, roses and a moon lit night with her. I dreamt of her soft body in my
arms. I imagined that I kissed her. So I stood before her and offered my
precious heart. She took my heart and I became strangely happy. I forgot myself
in between her kiss-locked lips. Her touch of lips penetrated my soul. And as
such, I was completely sold to her. I was sold in the love-market with my whole-heart.
After some days I saw her buying
vegetables. I went near her. I knew she was mine so I smiled at her but
surprisingly she did not recognize me. I could not find what was wrong. I tried
to remind her about the love, roses and the moonlit night but she did not say
anything. She stared at me as if I was a stranger. On my repeated entreaties
she spoke…..”Women are fitted with a brain like that of the protagonist in
GHAJINI and you have to bear that. “
Now I left her because she
refused to recognize me and I went to see the movie (Gajini) with a big
pop-corn packet but now I was WITHOUT HER.
Thursday, May 10, 2012
A CLOSED DOOR DOES NOT MEAN THE END OF ALL HOPES
All said that one deity high in that mountain listened to everybody’s woes and washed all human sufferings instantly.
I climbed step by step to reach that deity. My body ached not because of the arduous climb but because of an injured heart and my pace slowed down not because of the steepness of the mountain but because of a hopeless life.
The journey was painful and very painfully I climbed the steep mountain and reached the doors of the deity. But I had to stand at the door. I could not step inside. I could not see the deity because the doors of the temple displayed a colossal lock. And I stood there gazing at a lamp, which was burning on the threshold, with a small but constant flame.
Frustration and disappointment clouded the mind and with tears I turned my face. However, suddenly something queer happened. I felt that I failed to reach my goal but I was standing high above the mundane world. I was at the top-at the top of a hill. And I could view that the world was all beautiful.
And I learnt, “A CLOSED DOOR DOES NOT MEAN THE END OF ALL HOPES.’
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