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Monday, July 16, 2012

An Understanding calmness induced by rain.

The trees looked green after a life-enriching shower and the soil exuded vapours of the rain that had bathed it a while ago. And in the moistful atmosphere I held you in my arms and the waves of empathy mingled and a rare experience of understanding calmness saturated life.

Saturday, July 14, 2012

A river like lovely girl....


A river gently sings through the green forest
Dances with sweet, cool, refreshing and rippling waters
And stones black and smooth stand as witness
Day and night……

Thursday, July 12, 2012

When Life’s steering wheel gets locked


When an utter darkness of aimlessness obscures the vision
And life slips out of hand,
When Life’s steering wheel gets locked
And life seems too hard to take control of,
Pause a while and take time to relax.
Relax and bother not about the emptiness and the littleness tagged with you.
Just in the depth of silence understand your heart, listen to its beats
Value the rest that is still left with you. And resume dancing with the beats of your heart,
Till you are motionless

Friday, June 29, 2012

Another shade of Love.....



The wind blew your beautiful hair and you looked extremely charming. There was a smile on your face and it was now glowing in the rays of innocence and new feelings of love. It was your 16th birthday. I held your small and soft hands and kissed them. You drew closer to me. I drew a long breathe and some sweet smell of your body slowly entered into my air-pipes and then mingled with my blood. I closed my eyes……….

It was already dark. The sun had already sat in the west sky. The sky was clouded and stars were not visible. But we stayed outdoors. And in the darkness my lips touched yours and I started to melt in your softness. I woke myself from the dreamy world of romance and looked at my watch. It was half past 9 pm. I reminded it is time we went. But you stood still. You pulled my hands close to your heart and muttered, “I Love You.” Now I did not listen to you because I was double of your age. You were so innocent and tender that I could not cross my limits. Your innocent love made me love you with my full heart and I forgot myself just holding your beautiful face in my hands…….. And I lovingly left you for a right companion in your life who will love you more than me. Then I prompted you to go safely to your place. With tearful face you looked at me and went away……


That night I prayed God for you. In my prayer I wished a handsome and understanding guy for you. And I demanded God with my full right and conviction to fulfill my wishes because I HAD NOT SNATCHED INNOCENCE FROM THE INNOCENTLY BEAUTIFUL GIRL……(after viewing the film ‘CHEENI KUM’, the story came to my imagination.)  
     

Friday, June 22, 2012

Life becomes easy when you change your views about it....


I kissed you but you turned your face as if it were a bitter pill. You squeezed your eye-brows and gave a penetrating stare. 

I felt humiliated. I felt that my love is meaningless to you. Your denial and rejection to my love approach shattered my heart. I walked away.

Now I did not look you even. I distanced myself from you. Now occasionally we meet on the way but your human form fail to excite my hormones. You are no more special to me. You are not what I thought you to be. I do not think I lost you but I think you lost me. Poor girl!